she bangs..

i finally decided to wear a bangs.

hahaha.. im not really adventurous when it comes to my image but i do love to dress up. then i just woke up and i realized that i wanted to change my very usual hairstyle. i love my straight middle length hair but its just that i realized that i need to put some twist on my look. hai.. i was afraid of how i would look like. i was born to be a perfectionist that's why i hated twist. i was into plans. everything has to be planned. so if something goes wrong, at least i stick to the plan.. and most of the time, i had plan b.

and it was lately that i began to live life without a plan. it was like, someone has put a spell on me that all my plans has been erased. i must admit, i was an OC before. yeah. i mean it.. everything was planned. like what im going to wear. what im gonna eat. it was all planned.. that explained my planner and journal. id like everything to be organized. i have boxes for things and so forth..

anyway, this was really all about the la salle taft incident. i believed that the bombing was a planned one. why? because if you're going to think about it this way, a lot of people was involved. be it a frat war or just a gang war or whatever,  lots of people had been injured. now i wondered what the justices would do to give justice to these poor victims who just happened to be at the wrong place and at the wrong time. i cried while watching an interview of a dad who was explaining how hard it was to sign a waiver to cut the legs of her daughter. and that interview was sooo touching. i envy the courage of that girl. despite the fact that her two legs has been removed, she still wanted to be a lawyer. that's the spirit.


now, i wonder what happened to my spirit?

i still have two legs. i never had any accident so far. but my will to be a doctor had vanished for some reason i dont know.

i hope living a dream was like getting yourself a bangs.. so easy.

reminiscing g-mik days...

g-mik was one of my fave shows way back.. when i was a teen.

now you're wondering why i brought up g-mik. this crazy reminiscing began last week.. about the same day, thursday, when i happened to bump at a familiar face.. miko samson.

ding! all of a sudden, memories came flashing back.. as if i was the teeny bop i was before, i giggle. he used to be my crush. of course aside from my ultimate crush, john prats, miko was the reason why i watched g-mik.


miko samson, as to my surprise, still looks the same. as i was sipping my mocha frappe, i tried to remember how he looked before. as if he never aged, OME! he's still the same miko samson i remembered. i wonder when g-mik would have a reunion.

g-mik, if you were asking, was a tv show for teens every saturday. its cast includes john prats, camille prats, angelica panganiban, carlo aquino, stefano mori and miko samson. this was a craze way back. they used to have apparels, notebooks and the g-mik nation - their nationwide tour. i remember buying a lot of posters and memorabilia.. my mum used to ask me what i am going with those stupidness, i remember telling my mum, "its a collection!"

as far as i remember, g-mik started when i was in grade 5. i never missed any of their episodes even when they were reinvented and added some casts like heart evangelista and janus del prado.until i was in high school, i was so hooked to this group that i even asked my aunt (ate jenny) to accompany me on one of the shooting days of PAHINA (carlo aquino's educational show) that happens to be on location in our town. that white house where they shoot the episodes of pahina happened to be within our vicinity. my aunt, who is in her early twenties that time, was eyeing carlo aquino. hahaha.. JCS (john, carlo and stefano) were such a craze to all the teens even teens at heart.

i never got the chance to see miko samson before. so when i bumped at him at the starbucks in serendra, i almost faint. i remember how i wish to see this guy before. he was so finesse and elegant. there was something about him that made me remember everything. i listened to his voice while he was chatting with his friends.my gosh! he talks soooper smart. you wouldnt even believe that he's real. he was not tall as i expected it but damn, he was so gorgeous. not to mention the fact that he was reading some books- this was educational books that i saw, he was still so brainy.
then after that night, i began my research. i searched for g-mik now and then. i found out that miko samson is currently studying law at ateneo. that explains the seriousness with the books. i learned so much about him that my admiration grew stronger. he is really someone to look up to. from a well-off family, a consistent honor student now studying law, a talented guy.. what more can you asked for. now im wondering why he quit show business.
can't help but wonder.. if i go back to serendra, will i see him again?

now i can't wait to have a coffee again. can't wait for off.

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